Few Days ago.. I recieved my 2nd letter from NIE. The 1st letter was to ask me to attend the PPT. THis 2nd letter was to inform me abt e results.. And the results... I got 10/15 !! In another words, I passed! Yeah~!
The passing is 9 marks and I'm not allowed to fail in any stations. Well, considering the results, guess I'm made out to me a PE teacher yeah? hee..
Wish me luck... The next test will be the english test... Follow by the interview... =p
Friday, October 28, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
Nassa Bronze Test~!
It was a great success~! yeah~! It was really a success on my part~! I'm so proud of myself. 11 students went for Nassa Bronze Test, and it was a 100% success rate! Cool arn't I? hee...
Its not just that ok~! My students went for the 12pm test, and in that test, there was a total of 20 candidates, yupZ~! Candidates is the word to use! hee.. And, out of the 20, the 1st 6 students were all mine! Well, tat's not just that, the oldest candidate of mine is in secondary 2 and the youngest being in just K2! woah~! K2! hee... tot, he came in last, but i'm realli proud of him when he did that surface dive. In fact, out of all my students, I'm most afraid of him. Because, 1 being him as the youngest there & also of his "size" hee...
He's consider.. erm.. chubby for his age.. n his damm cute lorz~ if can, i would upload his pics here.. hee.. basically all my students parents commented that he's cute n wanted to pinch him.. hee..
Yup, as i was saying, i was so nervous about him... tot i tried to hide my nervousness.. however, it seems that parents in fact do have a sharp eyes eh? hee.. they were able to see my nervousness.. hee.. or sense it? i dunnoe..
yar, so there he was @ e last lap, when he did his surface dive. n when he did that, i was so proud of him! N i was like, i did it~!
Not, only did he perform beyond my expectations, by doing that dive, he also did pretty well in his breaststroke! I used to think that his strokes are u know, just there... but when i saw wat how he swam yesterdae, i was so proud of him~! Well, not just him, i have alot of surprises~
hee.. most of my swimmers swam really well... n end of it, while talking to one of the parents, she said... "its like.. we been waiting for this day to see them doing the test.." hee..
yeah, its a small step for me, 100% pass rate. Next, they will be going for their silver, gold n eventually, if they are still with me, competitive. That's my dream. to see them in the competitive swimming.
Speaking of which, the day before the test, when i was at the pool, i saw 2 coaches teaching competitive swimming.. i was thinking there by myslf.. how nice would it be if those were my students.
Nevertheless, i'm gonna be a good coach. I think in fact, I'm an excellent coach now, because I'm the kind that parents trust in, and students love me! hee..
However, a successful good coach cannot be done by himself, in fact, if realli without baby, i think i cant be that good as wat i am now. I have alot of improvements to improve on. But its because of baby that makes me strive on.
As i was talking with alex today, we talked alot of things and talk abt e "business" that i used to do... well, its a lesson learn. But its also becoz of that "business" that make me realise wat i really want.
And we were talking about babies! hee.. i was saying, how nice it would be if there's a 2 year old child who would keep saying.. "papa...papa..papa.."
hee.. i think its gonna be fun... n it all came after i told him abt e tv show that i saw on channel 8 last nite regarding that priscilla Kong... hee..
Well, i learn alot from that show, Lawerence Kong and Priscilla Kong. oH and Lawerence Kong so happen to be baby pastor. I learnt from them that, whats most important thing in life is to do something that u realli have a passion in, no matter wat obstacles that might hinder it, do not give up. So long, u perserve, u will see results.
Swimming, I'm sorry I used to almost give u up. But I promise u, I would never do that again, because its my love to teach swimming other than loving baby..
Its not just that ok~! My students went for the 12pm test, and in that test, there was a total of 20 candidates, yupZ~! Candidates is the word to use! hee.. And, out of the 20, the 1st 6 students were all mine! Well, tat's not just that, the oldest candidate of mine is in secondary 2 and the youngest being in just K2! woah~! K2! hee... tot, he came in last, but i'm realli proud of him when he did that surface dive. In fact, out of all my students, I'm most afraid of him. Because, 1 being him as the youngest there & also of his "size" hee...
He's consider.. erm.. chubby for his age.. n his damm cute lorz~ if can, i would upload his pics here.. hee.. basically all my students parents commented that he's cute n wanted to pinch him.. hee..
Yup, as i was saying, i was so nervous about him... tot i tried to hide my nervousness.. however, it seems that parents in fact do have a sharp eyes eh? hee.. they were able to see my nervousness.. hee.. or sense it? i dunnoe..
yar, so there he was @ e last lap, when he did his surface dive. n when he did that, i was so proud of him! N i was like, i did it~!
Not, only did he perform beyond my expectations, by doing that dive, he also did pretty well in his breaststroke! I used to think that his strokes are u know, just there... but when i saw wat how he swam yesterdae, i was so proud of him~! Well, not just him, i have alot of surprises~
hee.. most of my swimmers swam really well... n end of it, while talking to one of the parents, she said... "its like.. we been waiting for this day to see them doing the test.." hee..
yeah, its a small step for me, 100% pass rate. Next, they will be going for their silver, gold n eventually, if they are still with me, competitive. That's my dream. to see them in the competitive swimming.
Speaking of which, the day before the test, when i was at the pool, i saw 2 coaches teaching competitive swimming.. i was thinking there by myslf.. how nice would it be if those were my students.
Nevertheless, i'm gonna be a good coach. I think in fact, I'm an excellent coach now, because I'm the kind that parents trust in, and students love me! hee..
However, a successful good coach cannot be done by himself, in fact, if realli without baby, i think i cant be that good as wat i am now. I have alot of improvements to improve on. But its because of baby that makes me strive on.
As i was talking with alex today, we talked alot of things and talk abt e "business" that i used to do... well, its a lesson learn. But its also becoz of that "business" that make me realise wat i really want.
And we were talking about babies! hee.. i was saying, how nice it would be if there's a 2 year old child who would keep saying.. "papa...papa..papa.."
hee.. i think its gonna be fun... n it all came after i told him abt e tv show that i saw on channel 8 last nite regarding that priscilla Kong... hee..
Well, i learn alot from that show, Lawerence Kong and Priscilla Kong. oH and Lawerence Kong so happen to be baby pastor. I learnt from them that, whats most important thing in life is to do something that u realli have a passion in, no matter wat obstacles that might hinder it, do not give up. So long, u perserve, u will see results.
Swimming, I'm sorry I used to almost give u up. But I promise u, I would never do that again, because its my love to teach swimming other than loving baby..
Saturday, October 22, 2005
~Missing u~
Last nite... i think i cried myslf to sleep... was thinking about my 2 frenz.. i miss them... it's such a terrible feelings of missing someone..
nevertheless, got to accept it n carry on with life..
nevertheless, got to accept it n carry on with life..
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Raining Season
This month is full of rains... full of tears... hardly able to see those rays of e sun, n feel e warmth of it.. is e world getting colder nowadays or is it e lost of my frenz tt had make my life so cold??
its always e case.. whenever it gets cold or it rains, i get very emotional, very semtimental, very lost.
its always e case.. whenever it gets cold or it rains, i get very emotional, very semtimental, very lost.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Nervous
hmmm.. i dunnoe wat to put for e title for this entry.. coz i feel so lost... went for NIE PPT... afraid i cant get thru... I'm nervous..
As one gets older, death seems to be inevitable... last week, my ex girlfriend dad's pass away... haiz.. when i went there, i feel so immune.. to e kind of surrondings.. its as thought, i been there alot of times.... it seems that, i'm losing alot of frenz...
Was with my girl @ Bishan 8 yesterdae.. did something rather "silly" wif her.. went for some coloring session organise by converse... in e end, think our resluts turn out quite well man~ anyway, so long, she's happy.. i dun mind being "silly" wif her for tt moment... She's a nice ger any man would long to get hold of...
As one gets older, death seems to be inevitable... last week, my ex girlfriend dad's pass away... haiz.. when i went there, i feel so immune.. to e kind of surrondings.. its as thought, i been there alot of times.... it seems that, i'm losing alot of frenz...
Was with my girl @ Bishan 8 yesterdae.. did something rather "silly" wif her.. went for some coloring session organise by converse... in e end, think our resluts turn out quite well man~ anyway, so long, she's happy.. i dun mind being "silly" wif her for tt moment... She's a nice ger any man would long to get hold of...
Friday, October 14, 2005
~Special Day~
To me, today is gonna be a very very special day. BEcause, its my 1st time going for NIE PPT. A critria needed in order to get into NIE as a PE trainee.. Hee.. n after that, i will be taking my Ncap level 2, where I would hence be 1 step nearer to becoming a level 2 coach.
Coaching is my life, i enjoy teaching esp to kids. Its e kind of smiles on their faces that makes my day. Those smiles too.. remind me of those days where i was as a kid.. with no worries, n certainly, death was not on my mind.
As a read e papers yesterdae, 1 guy who got a heart transplant managed to live till 20 yrs later.. he said something like.. "why go for all the names n certs n money? because when u die, u will have to leave everything behind." It kinda makes senses to me @ this phase of my life.
Strangely, nowadays whenever i wake up from my sleep or my afternoon nap, e moment i open my eyes, i would say "Thank you". I'm not a chrisitian, thought I'm like a bit of Taoism, but erm, i'm actually free thinker, i believe there are super natural forces out there but I do wish n like to "classified" them. Therefore, whenever I wakes up, i would say "Thank you" to whoever out there is looking after me n protecting me.
After so much that has happened, I value life more, I treasure life more. I'm not that hot tempered anymore, I treasure my family n my frenz even more. I'm not that particular about life, people n things that are happening around me. I take whatever that I'm given and I try to give in any way I can. I try my best.
But I still believe, if i can make it to become a PE teacher, I would make a great teacher n a great coach!
My Dreams - To see my athletics on the winning platform.
Coaching is my life, i enjoy teaching esp to kids. Its e kind of smiles on their faces that makes my day. Those smiles too.. remind me of those days where i was as a kid.. with no worries, n certainly, death was not on my mind.
As a read e papers yesterdae, 1 guy who got a heart transplant managed to live till 20 yrs later.. he said something like.. "why go for all the names n certs n money? because when u die, u will have to leave everything behind." It kinda makes senses to me @ this phase of my life.
Strangely, nowadays whenever i wake up from my sleep or my afternoon nap, e moment i open my eyes, i would say "Thank you". I'm not a chrisitian, thought I'm like a bit of Taoism, but erm, i'm actually free thinker, i believe there are super natural forces out there but I do wish n like to "classified" them. Therefore, whenever I wakes up, i would say "Thank you" to whoever out there is looking after me n protecting me.
After so much that has happened, I value life more, I treasure life more. I'm not that hot tempered anymore, I treasure my family n my frenz even more. I'm not that particular about life, people n things that are happening around me. I take whatever that I'm given and I try to give in any way I can. I try my best.
But I still believe, if i can make it to become a PE teacher, I would make a great teacher n a great coach!
My Dreams - To see my athletics on the winning platform.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
You give up on us...
He gave up on us... He couldn't fight e battle any longer... But I know, he's a strong guy.. a very strong guy who was determined to carry on life... but he just couldn't do it.
I miss him... We grew up together ever since we were small, from playing block catching together to having tution together to being in the same primary sch to being in the same class in Pri 5 & 6 to playin soccer together n always thinking of ways to run away from e cops to basketball khaki to supper khaki to so many so many things... He was around when i needed a fren juz to keep me company. He was there to study together wif me for my o levels.. He was more than a fren, he was like a big brother to me.. But now, he's gone.
No words can ever say how much i miss him nor how hurt i feel. I guess only tears can represent it.
I miss him... We grew up together ever since we were small, from playing block catching together to having tution together to being in the same primary sch to being in the same class in Pri 5 & 6 to playin soccer together n always thinking of ways to run away from e cops to basketball khaki to supper khaki to so many so many things... He was around when i needed a fren juz to keep me company. He was there to study together wif me for my o levels.. He was more than a fren, he was like a big brother to me.. But now, he's gone.
No words can ever say how much i miss him nor how hurt i feel. I guess only tears can represent it.
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Double Impact
Today is childrens day, yet, while I am here blogging away, my very very good fren of mine is lying there in ICU, due to brain tumour. Chances are, he might never be able to wake up.
Why? I been thinking thru these few days... He's just 21 years old. He had yet to enjoy the taste of life, e fruits of his studies, e love of his recent gf, e warmth of a family. And he's lying there now, in coma...
I am not trying to bad mouth anything about SAF over here. BUt anyway, if SAF wanan charge me for wat i blog here, go ahead. Because, its YOU! SAF! U! U took away my 2 very most good fren in this life! And Because of you! I lost them! 2 Friends! Who could and might never be with me during my happiest times in life and my saddest times in life! WHo would enlighten me about life, who would teach me things like how a big brother would teach a younger brother!
You guys keep talking about safety 1st safety that. Buy do you guys really care about us!? I lost my very 1st friend because of this fucking thing called safety! And till date, I do not even noe wat the fuck happend!
And for god sake, this fren is super duper FIT! Hes' SOF!And yet, hes gone... Just like tat! Leaving behind his parents, n we frenZ!
And now, within 3 months, my 2nd frenz is now lying there in ICU!And it happened during guard duty!
Now, looking at all those tubes around him... I.. I.. I just cant see him longer... I cried. I cried badly..
He's my childhood frenz, my ex neighbour, my pri sch classmate, my basketball khaki, my soccer khaki, my supper brother, my brother.. He's... my fren, a good good frenz.
The kind of feelings when I heard abt it. My heart brokes. 2 cases, and it all happened because of U! Fuck UP SAF! DO u know that you took away 2 good frenz of mine! 2 guys who lost their lives because all they wanted to do was to protect the nation!
When we guys go to the MO for serious and truth medical reasons, ur fuck up MO thinks we trying to play punk, trying to kin our way to downgrade! FUCK! When we are realli sick, n yet u give us this kind of doubt, than wats the point of lying of lifes down! You tell me!
NOw, charge me if you wan coz i dun care! U guys never cared abt how we felt! ALl u guys cared was ur face, ur reputation to the public! Do u guys ever cared for us? Do u guys know How i feel!
I lost 2 frenz! ANd it all happened in ur fuck up organisation, ur so called, education-organisation! I say fuck u!
Do u know? we are not even 30, not even 25! But because of a "call of duty", does that means we have to lose our lifes because of it?
Do u noe? we are sons of a mother and a father, we have parents, we have loved ones, we have frenz, we have our interestes, we have our passions, we have Dreams, we have. we have alot more things that has yet to accomplise... but... because of this "call of duty", we gave them all up!
DO U EVER REALISE?!
watever gonna happen to our parents if we are gone? watever gonna happen to my girl? watever gonna happen to so many many so many ppl ard us? Wat abt our dreams?
This few days I am in a state of shock. I cant accpet. I just cant.
I cant imagine the worst. I cant. Because lying down there in the ICU is my good frenz, my best frenz.
God likes to play a joke on us. Really. WHy must u take away something from us when we are about to learn the truth of life? When we are turning into men?
I'm scared.
Why? I been thinking thru these few days... He's just 21 years old. He had yet to enjoy the taste of life, e fruits of his studies, e love of his recent gf, e warmth of a family. And he's lying there now, in coma...
I am not trying to bad mouth anything about SAF over here. BUt anyway, if SAF wanan charge me for wat i blog here, go ahead. Because, its YOU! SAF! U! U took away my 2 very most good fren in this life! And Because of you! I lost them! 2 Friends! Who could and might never be with me during my happiest times in life and my saddest times in life! WHo would enlighten me about life, who would teach me things like how a big brother would teach a younger brother!
You guys keep talking about safety 1st safety that. Buy do you guys really care about us!? I lost my very 1st friend because of this fucking thing called safety! And till date, I do not even noe wat the fuck happend!
And for god sake, this fren is super duper FIT! Hes' SOF!And yet, hes gone... Just like tat! Leaving behind his parents, n we frenZ!
And now, within 3 months, my 2nd frenz is now lying there in ICU!And it happened during guard duty!
Now, looking at all those tubes around him... I.. I.. I just cant see him longer... I cried. I cried badly..
He's my childhood frenz, my ex neighbour, my pri sch classmate, my basketball khaki, my soccer khaki, my supper brother, my brother.. He's... my fren, a good good frenz.
The kind of feelings when I heard abt it. My heart brokes. 2 cases, and it all happened because of U! Fuck UP SAF! DO u know that you took away 2 good frenz of mine! 2 guys who lost their lives because all they wanted to do was to protect the nation!
When we guys go to the MO for serious and truth medical reasons, ur fuck up MO thinks we trying to play punk, trying to kin our way to downgrade! FUCK! When we are realli sick, n yet u give us this kind of doubt, than wats the point of lying of lifes down! You tell me!
NOw, charge me if you wan coz i dun care! U guys never cared abt how we felt! ALl u guys cared was ur face, ur reputation to the public! Do u guys ever cared for us? Do u guys know How i feel!
I lost 2 frenz! ANd it all happened in ur fuck up organisation, ur so called, education-organisation! I say fuck u!
Do u know? we are not even 30, not even 25! But because of a "call of duty", does that means we have to lose our lifes because of it?
Do u noe? we are sons of a mother and a father, we have parents, we have loved ones, we have frenz, we have our interestes, we have our passions, we have Dreams, we have. we have alot more things that has yet to accomplise... but... because of this "call of duty", we gave them all up!
DO U EVER REALISE?!
watever gonna happen to our parents if we are gone? watever gonna happen to my girl? watever gonna happen to so many many so many ppl ard us? Wat abt our dreams?
This few days I am in a state of shock. I cant accpet. I just cant.
I cant imagine the worst. I cant. Because lying down there in the ICU is my good frenz, my best frenz.
God likes to play a joke on us. Really. WHy must u take away something from us when we are about to learn the truth of life? When we are turning into men?
I'm scared.
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