Start Of Cold War

Cold war has started. N its starting because of a silly small matter. We quarrelled over house.

It used to be such a sweet thing to talk about.. But as the harsh reality sets in, its not romantic. Its STRESS..

If, we are talking abt 3room flat, there is absulutly no stress. But we are talking about condo! Nowadays, I'm slowly beginning to feel that talking about condo is so boring~! Yes, its BORING! I don't even want to think about it~! I don't even DARE TO think about it. WHo doesn't want to live in condo? Of course I wan! But can I?!

I'm only 21!!!!!! 21 years old!!!! I'm still serving the nation, getting a miserable ALLOWANCE of $349.20 per month~! WHO AM I TO THINK ABOUT CONDO?!!!

21 years old, at the age where most guys are still aimless in life, serving the nation, studying. Here I am preparing for my future, making plans for my little small family... But, to make a decision now is IMPOSSIBLE!

Before any decision is made, i wanna give myself alot more choices, like buying HDB b4 getting a condo, resale flats b4 we upgrade... but it seems there's no room for negotiation at all... SHE DUN WANNA LISTEN. SHE ONLY WANT CONDO!

is it wrong of my to give myself more choices? to find out which kind of flats truly fits my budget? No, a CONDO IS A MUST!

I know, her friends of her age are getting married.. But look at their husbands? 20+, 30+.. n my cousin is more ridiculus! married someone nearly 40!

Of coz they can afford to buy houses, condos.. I dun even noe if i can afford to buy a plasma TV now.

ARgh..........

Life

Been a long time since i last updated...

well, pretty much things happened... I was suppose to be in Formation Swimming Team, But my supervisor, being a fucking selfish Bastard, didn't let me go... In e end, I went ard asking for help... N I succeed! Haha.. Life as an attached out personnel is really good.. coz i meet more ppl..

Been training for my upcoming biathlon too! I guess I'm all ready for the event coming up on 26 March.... My target is to complete it without stopping!! If I can do that, I will go for OSIM Triathlon... yeah~ MY sporting spirits are back!

1 more year to ORD date... in fact, less than 1 yr... 11mths plus.. I always have the feeling that, if I ORD, I will become a real adult... Well, for now, I take myself as a young teenager transforming to become an adult.

Army days are some of those last few days in life where you can do some things that you missed doing in Secondary school or poly life. ( well, at least for me as a stay out personnel)

I can train for biathlon during my army days, I can swim for my formation... I can run for my formation, I can play sports for my formation.. But after I ORD, will i still have the time to do all these?

Adult life is damm stressful... Bills, loans, kids, family, wife, commitments, expenses... etc etc etc... n house.

Went to visit my frenz who passed away at mandai... 3 of us went... 3 of us.. good frenz... it used to be 5 of us... really really good frenz.... My Basketball team, My Soccer kaki, My Pool Frenz, My bowling buddies, My soccer team... Our Team..

Yet, he has to leave at such a young age.. 21 yrs old. I feel sad. When we went to visit him... we spent abt 2hrs plus with him.. N we started to chat abt how our life use to be so carefree....

Its really carefree.. yet now, so much worries....

However, we are going to make it a point to visit him at least once every year. He's my friend.